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Losing friends [12 Jun 2007|12:59am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

kinda sucks. But sometimes you just have to let go. It took me a while to get up the nerve. But I think I'll be better off in the long run. idk...I just hope I don't regret this later. I don't think I will. But you never know. anyway on to happier subjects. matt's birthday was Sunday, and my friends and I took him to Southern Adventures in Huntsville the Saturday before. It was super fun other than the ear infection I got. He seemed to like it. He is at his mom's right now and I miss him like crazy. Idk how I'm gonna handle it if we get married and he leaves for FBI training. I can barely handle going a week, let alone months at a time. But I'm sure I'll manage. I don't really know what else to say. I feel relieved yet kinda weird. Idk. Anyway I guess that's all. Bye

broken wings

EDIT [02 May 2007|06:22pm]
I'm not gross and fat. I just feel like that sometimes b/c of people. Also my bf is a butthead. that is all.
mend my {1} broken wings

well... [02 May 2007|01:39pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I hate mood swings. Mood swings that make me think insane things about my friends and my bf. Mood swings that make me wanna go back to old habits. Mood swings that make me happy with my body one minute, repulsed with it the next. But on another note, I watched two hours of DeGrassi last night. I love that show. Wait, what did I come here to talk about? Oh yeah, an update. Eh. things are ok. No more, no less. I'm happy with Matt, some of my friends have helped me through stuff, my family is crap as always but I'm used to it. The only thing bothering me is some of my so-called friends. You know the type. The ones that never call, never want to hang out unless they need something, the kind that only really want to talk when they need to vent. I'm sure we all have friends like that. Well I am ready to eliminate those kind of people from my life. I just don't know how to go about it. I'm too nice of a person to just come out and say how I feel. I sugarcoat everything. I want to go watch Jimmy Neutron. But I don't even know if it's on. The end of this month Matt and I are going to Tuscaloosa for a week. I simply CANNOT wait. I need this vacation. Nothing but fun and sleep. And eating, cause I'm a cow. I'm contemplating trying to purge for a while, the only problem is I get extremely weak b/c of sugar problems and I'm afraid I'll like pass out or something. Plus people can always tell when I haven't eaten, especially matt. He is like a psychic or something, I swear. Or maybe it b/c my stomach makes insanely funny and annoying noises when I don't eat. Either way, he knows. I need a new bathing suit but I dread going to pick one out b/c I'm so fat. Srsly, I'm gross. But oh well. Tomorrow I'll go back to thinking I'm big and beautiful I suppose. Damn mood swings. I'm gonna go watch Jimmy Neutron and listen to Spice Girls.

mend my {1} broken wings

sorry... [28 Mar 2007|09:14pm]
I fail at lj cuts... here is another try.

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[28 Mar 2007|09:11pm]
BLAH life is boring.

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